she needs you badly.
more than anyone else.
she's hurt deeply by you
and she really wish to see you
and deadly wanting you to hold her back right into ur arms..

back to blogging ; as requested by peoplesssss. (:

LOVE is in the air.
polluting and affecting one's mood again.
friends had been so down or moody abt it recently.
i really duno how to console them
of cus i am not the LOVE CUPID OR LOVE ADVISOR, i cant handle the situations well.
those who know me well should know i am bad with words especially when consoling people.
sometimes, i did so happen to blurt out something nasty instead.
but i am trying to help. x)

well, for me.
nth much to say.
we had stopped talking/contacting.
nothing to comment abt.
like one of my girlfriend had said,
"why do you keep holdin on to him..there are much better guys out there."
silence seized me.
everything is goin on fine~
felt better than before .
the feeling tht was trapped in my heart had evaporised.
gone//


GEMS is alright.
but far too boring which i mus admit.
jiayous jiayous jiayous.
afternoon class cancel. (:
went back to work today.
start packing the SALE stuff.
as usual, i was the last one doing the thing up.
and we (Rick and I with the help of Shen Zhi) manage to finish it first (:
thanks GIRL~!
it is very obvious tht Shen Zhi and I were the one putting the shirts onto the wagon while Rick was the one instructing and supervising this and tht..DUH~! =X

it was late working till the lights went off.
this was the second time tht i work till the lights went off.
so tired~
babyMICH and i laid on the new bed which Eric and Casey set up today.
so comfortable!!! *thumbs up*
if only it was my own bed and i sure to doze off at tht very moment and wake up the next morning =x

the sale gt to start tml`
all of us must jiayous jiayous jiayous!
love the people who stay up today (:
LOVEeric.
LOVEauntjane.
LOVEjoe.
LOVErick.
LOVEzhiqin.
LOVEbabyMICH.
LOVEshen zhi.
LOVEcasey.
LOVEsherman.
LOVEthomas.
and of cus love myself (:
i am a sexist.



nites.

LOVE is a sin tht fools rush for.


just call my name; i'll be there.

sPdC.reunited after a month! (:



i gonna love my parents n times more.
we went SHOPPING!
ZhiQin called me to go back to work.
Aunt Jane n Eric too.
aww!!
reason being there is only 2 ppl working afternOon shift on a busy SUNDAY nite.
no cashier. tht's the prob when 3 FTs gt off and 2 got MCs.
leaving baby.MICH & rick.
had to double swear to people ;
RICK. serve u right!!
thou, i was off, i went back just to pass baby.MICH keys.
x)

went to lots of places ytd.
god granny's hse.
Plaza Sing.CK Tang.
Far East Plaza.Bugis Junction.
Paternal & Maternal grandparents' place.

bought a new bag from Check.
brown!
tht is my 3rd option.
the first was infact a old stock from CHECK.
my second choice was at marina sQ's top shop.
but Dad is so lazy to travel down to City Hall.
dOts.*speechless*

first day of school.
celebrate hao's bdae during lunch.
a really belated one.
late by a month plus.

belated birthday boy with the cake.

make a wish.

cut cut cut!



lesson so far so boring..
ECTP again. is MR TANG!!
he spent an hour just to dig out notes for this sem.
so infact he or we did nth much.
BS was alright. taught by Mr Yeo again.
new module same lecturer almost the same topics.
NEUTRONS.ELECTRONS.PROTONS.
VOLT.RESISTANCE.CURRENT.
etc
learning the same old thing again.
got bck my Law test papers.
manage to pass.PHEW~
59%. quite proud of myself somehow. x)

lamos actions on the first day.

shuhui de G-nai and Lizhen the MRs Muthu!

what r they doing to G-nai?

introducing the mooncakes by Muthu.G-nai & Naping`

Muthu: i wan this!!

naping: tis looks nice!!




went down to causeway after sch with lizhen & shuhui
shop ard.
laming ard.


tmr gonna be a long day for me.
sch ends at 5.
bowling till 9.
bless me`-
wed got to work.
(:


nites all.

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28/09/06 12.44am
frens cum n go.
just wish tht we stay as one.
sihui.
seng zhi.
michelli.
jiayin.
kelly.
rick.
casey.
sherman.
goodbye n rmb the times we had once spend tgt (:
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i want choco mint ice cream~!

tht evening,
i wondered to myself.
if ever a guy will to lead me to the DHL hot air balloon.
i wish for one.

finally i am done with all the sales stocks.
phew~!
3 sales in 1 month.
the 30% 6SS Man's wear sales.
the SUPER SEIYU SALE.
the 40% LADIES N MAN's wear sale.
are driving me nuts.
took me and the rest abit of time.
imagine my off day and i am back at work doin up the packing (:
i must admit i am hardworking.
keep ur comments to urself, Rick!
dan.u too! i m hardworking.
mus really thanks MICHELLI, KELLY, SHEN ZHI & CASEY for their help (:
well, Rick is oso hardworking.
he came back today despite is his off day for the food shipment.
this is the first or second time i am praising him.
puke* =x

today is a bad day.
FASHION didn hit target..sad*
James was like hinting.
"all the depts hit targets except FASHION" and he looked at me, and i just smiled as a reply.

i must be extremely thankful to Shen Zhi, Casey, Sherman and their friend.
for joining me for dinner.(:
well, i am the only girl working afternoon shift and somehow Shen Zhi volunteer to eat out with me..thanks so much (:

of cus, not to mention the little short outing i had with Bel and Alan this morning.
pizza hut for BRUNCH.
i simply cant get enough of the CHEESEY BITES.
munch*

bought a lil'turtle which stayed attached to my phone.
correction. not my phone. (:
felt sad for it.
4 people molested it within 2 hours.
JOE.RICK.MICHELLI & SIMON!!
aww!!
it is precious to me.

chat with him last early morning - 1am.
as usual, the feeling arent there like before.
but somehow we crapped but not as crappy like before.
i am not dissapointed or what
just tht we do have silence in between.
like i said before,
maybe this is the correct feelings to have now.
we are just friends - still we will be.
nothing got to change the facts.

morning/nites all.
be back in sch on mon.
love sPdC`
ahtum.huiix.g-nai.muthu.naping.xiaping (:

the feeling is no longer there.
i dun felt it like before
i dun felt as if we are back to 2 months ago
maybe it shudn be.
cus love is lost.
but it is still here somehow for me to you.


maybe this is the correct feeling/atmosphere to have.
it is suppose to be this way rite?
there isnt any chemistry between us.
the friction has wear off.
tht's the reason, i suppose`



i dun ask for much.
no chemistry.
no sparks.
at least i koe, i am still your fren.


if u ever read this,
i just want to say THANK YOU!

p/s: you mus jiayou for ur final project (:

You belongs to the "I'm friends with everyone" catergory, and can be considered a connoisseur of the art of making frens.You understand tht everyone wants to be noticed and to have frens, so you share ur attention with all the frens ard you. When people are asked what kind of person are you, their answer will always include the word "friendly". But at the same time, your behaviour might be misconstructed as "fake" becus you're too nice to everyone, or "boastful" when you want to tellt he world about the good things tht have happen to you. So be a little more selective when u shared info abt urslef with others, to prevent urself being misunderstood. - source from TEENs Oct 06.

i die die must admit i am tht type of frens to everyone =x
the word frenly seems to exist in the survey when Ms Lim asked 1b21 to do.(:

late late greeting to them - SIRAT(12/09).LAOPAJUNJIE(14/09).
SEAN(15/09).ANDY(16/09).ALEX(18/09)
& mydearestRINA(21/09).
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U GUYS! 18 IS THE NUMBER (:
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!

i am officially broke after spending cash on the 4 presents.
new chealsea jerseys for SEAN & ANDY.
a billabong bag for ALEX.
and my deartestbaobeiRINA got herself a adidas jacket.

durainTRACY.appleJANE.
bananaJOE.mangoRICK.
pineappleHUIIX.mangosteenMICHELLI.
honeydewKELLY. .strawberryJIAYIN.
-theFRUITSofMUJIbugis- =x
more addin up later (:

for the past few days,
i had been throwing my tantrum at work for the slightest things.
maybe PMS-ing again bahs.
thanks michelli for listening to me the day before.
and tolerated my tht C*** B** word coming out of my mouth.
and saw me cry.
sorry to rick for raising my voice at you.
and not forgetting jiayin.kelly and michelli again for askin me not to think bout it
and GOSSIPING all day long. x)

i love saturday.especially ytd.
thou the place is pack with customers.
can you imagine at 2100, the shop is pack as if it is dinner time - the peak hours.
as i told Jiayin, i will only start foldin the shirts at 2100 hours.but i was like.. speechless.
so i wait till 2150 where the crowd subsided. (:
however, i am not very sure if fashion hit target.
*praying tht it did*
finally can see everyone in my dept working tgt on the same day.
it is rare.
JIAYOUS and 3 CHEERS to ZHIQIN.RICK.
IRENE.PEIFEN.ME & JIAYIN.

something bad happen last nite.
got a message from one of my fren.
i felt sad readin tht sms. cus it shocked me
i felt i gonna lose him as a fren soon.
as i mention in my blog earlier on, i dont wish to see anyone goin away from my circles of frens.
no matter you guys belongs to SAPPHIRE. OXYFIED. SPDC. THE PINGS. or my other frens in my primary sch, sec sch,in SP - 1b21 or even is muji people. i just dun wish to see anyone leaving. seeing someone so close to you depart away is tht breaking down. SHE is a very good example. when she left, we cried. now, 41 more days it gonna be the 2nd year she left.
if you ever read this my fren, i dont wish you to leave. really i dont wish.

did i mention tht i went back to SMB HIGH? (smb high sounds nicer)
ok whatever.
the band suppose to hav a BBQ but i cannot make it.
i took the EUP. and played with the band.
Alif came as well (:
i miss my days playing the EUP. my section.
the band tht went on the penang trip.
the band tht clinched the medal for 2003 and 2005.
i miss you guys.

when everyone is so into tonight big matches.
4 giants.2 winners
who is the big winner?

anyway,
during the hols everyone is packed with work.
so sPdC is hardly out tgt.
hais.
i miss you girls.
catch up with annabel on the phone last nite.
crapping as usual.
talking abt what i wrote in my blog.
the customer service. but i mus make a point tht the socks incident was added. so it was kinda of fake at the ending. =x
we chat and we crap.
talking abt BGR stuff again.
and guess what we gonna do.
we got to fight who has the most point for the qualities of the BF.
kinda lame but for the sake of fun.
i miss you girls! (:

him.him.him.
the more i tried to get myself deeply indulged in work
the more i am thinking abt him.
why!?
miss you still.
for once, it came and it left.
maybe in the past, i am used to chatting on the phone with you whenever i had long train journey to anywhere.
therefore, the journey back home now is so lonely.
thinking of the sms tht u used to send.
cryin silently in my heart. i koe you wouldn be back.
13 is the special number.

let it be free.let it go.

why do you let her go since u love her?


guilty.
i broke the watch tht haOpengyOu gave me =(

SITUATIONS WHEN MEETING COMPLEX CUSTOMERS
#1 - NONSENSICAL CUSTOMER
CustomerA: do you have ______ design of clothes?

huiix : ya we do hav. *direct the customer to the dept*

CustomerA: what season does this shirt belongs to? Spring or Autumn wear?

huiix : Sorry Mdm. it is a summer wear.

CustomerA : HUH! Summer arhs. summer than i dun wan. i prefer Spring and Autumn.

huiix : maybe you can try looking around *smile*

i was quite astonised. Summer came right after Spring, isnt it? So why is she prefering Spring than Summer. u get what i meant??

after which, Customer A came to me.. AGAIN.
CustomerA:this shirt very nice.

huiix just smile (:

CustomerA: i wonder my husband like anot. if he dun like can exchange rite.?
huiix : ya
CustomerA: hmm.. you all these young girls duno my husband taste. anyhow pick clothes think my husband will like it. but actually my husband dont like lor. u girls taste very bad!

huiix got shock.WTF! WHEN DID I EVER PICK CLOTHES FOR UR HUSBAND. I DIDN EVEN KOE UR HUSBAND. -_-


#2 - WHAT BRAND?

CustomerB: this sieve used long will turn black?

huiix: hmm. i chck with my collegue for you?

after consulting James.

huiix: Mdm, hmm. the sieve will not turn black upon long usage.

CustomerB: really? what brand is it huh?

huiix: it is our own company's product

CustomerB: huh.tht means no brand la? Made in where?China?

huiix: no no no.. this is a japanese shop, so it is made from Japan.We sold the products made by our own company

CustomerB: so no brand lar?

huiix: a product of our own

CustomerB: safe anot?? *looking at the sieve again*

huiix : rest assure it is bery safe.

rather piss off..



#3 - THE SHOE

CustomerC: can u get me a pair of tht shoe in size 27?

huiix : this one? *pointing directly at the blue shoe*

CustomerC: yes

so huiix went to the back store and find tht BLUE SHOE.

huiix: there u go sir.

CustomerC: erm.. i was infact thinking abt the grey one.nvm i shall try it anyway

huiix handed the shoe over.
CustomerC turn to his homosexual partner(HSP)
CustomerC: nice anot?

HSP: not nice

CustomerC: you nv even see how u say nt nice?

HSP: i see it on the shelf. not nice!

CustomerC: see lar.. see for once if it fits my attire today

HSP still unwilling to look at the shoe.

HSP: not nice!

CustomerC: forget it. sorry i dun wan it.

huiix just smile and said it's ok!


minutes later, i went in to complain abt tht customer to Rick and Mich.
so Rick told me these.

Rick: the blue n grey shoe huh?

huiix: ya la.. duno how to say properly whether is it blue or grey. point to blue say ya. aww!!

Rick: tht shoe is meant for ladies.

huiix: haiya. nvm la.. ppl is what mahs. opps!
mich n i broke into luffter =x



#4 - THE INNER WEAR

huiix was folding shirts as usual at work.

then she heard the fitting room door close

6th sense told her tht someone brought in the inner wear which is for HYGIENE PURPOSE NOT TO BE TRY.
so huiix went to tell Jiayin, her partner.

so a fren of CustomerD heard my conversation with Jiayin tok to CustomerD after CustomerD came out of the fittin room.

after much blabbing, CustomerD took a new piece despite knowing tht is sumtink not really tht nice



#5 - THE PRICE TAG

huiiix was again folding shirts at work.

CustomerE: excuse me. r u one of the staff here.

huiix: ya. may i help u?

CustomerE: may i koe how much is this packet of chips

huiix: it is $3.60.(:

CustomerE: haiyo. so small how to see. the price tag can put bigger rite. TSK TSK!

huiiix just smile.



#6 - UNHYGIENIC

CustomerF had spend more than 3 hrs in the shop.huiix got suspicious especially right after a shoplift had taken place recently.*ON HIGH SECUIRTY LOOK OUT*

CustomerF was trying on socks in a bundle, trying to fit his feet into the socks.

huiix: sorry sir, for hygiene purpose, you cant try on the socks.

CustomerF jus nodded the head. and cont to fit the socks into his feet again.

CustomerF: after this pair ok..

*speechless*



#7 - THE POOR SERVICE AS CLAIMED.

the following senario, huiix was not present. it is a hear-by story from Michelli.

CustomerG: do you have this red pen?

Mich: sorry mdm, it is the last piece.

CustomerG: even Bishan outlet also dun have arh

Mich tinking it is immpossible for the driver to fetch JUST A RED PEN to Bugis from Bishan so Mich decided to ask CustomerG to go down to Bishan in a beat-ard-the-bush method.

Mich: they have, u wan me to reserve the pen in bishan for you.

CustomerG: cant u bring it down here?what kind of service is this? i want complain ur bad service!

Mich got stunned! obbviously fuming.

CustomerG's bf: nvm la. at least she help u find rite. u still scold her.

CustomerG got agitated and scolded the boyfren.



well, these are situations i met at work..more to come, i presume..*finger cross*



got my results.
pass all. (:
got to reward myself (:!!

the new arrivals of both male and female autumn wears had made Rick and I madly driving in circles.
both of us went on full shifts for both days.
starting work at 8 and ends at 1030 in the night.
not forgetting Casey and Sherman for their help on the second morning.
Mich and Kelly as well for helping on the first night.
it was a success for the lauch, especially for us (the newbies) - Aunt Jane.Rick & Me.
THNKS ALOT GUYS!(:

felt relieved after so much hard work. hope the fashion dept will TOP the chart and hit the target end of this month , so the FTs including Aunt Jane will get incentives and vouchers! (:
if only i am a FT =x

after so long, finally had my bowling training.
did better than i expect. thou my score will fall below 100. but i didnt (:
woohoo!! only 13 ppl turn up for training. ):

went to catch THE HOST with Alan and Ah Tum at The Cathay.
had B&J for lunch.
i swore i didn vomit this time round.
opps sORry!
hmm. i vomitted the last time round at Suntec halfway eating B&J.
so Ah Tum and Alan were rather scare of me..haha.
Thumbs up for the movie. shall giv 9.2 for it.
creep and humour.
it is the first horror movie tht nv makes me scream out of a sudden while watching.
so this is wad ah tum wants me to say,
got ah tum ard, even the most horror movie huiix watch she will nt scream.

met peifen and frens at CATHAY.
coincidence!!! haha..
peifen we must he zhuo yu kuai`

went tamp.
bought yann the MICKEY MOUSE hairclip.
hope she likes it.
a hair pin for $8.90.
aww!!
YANN.
U MUST LIKE IT!!

everyone seems to seeking the qualities of a BF/GF.
i? dun have any qualities.
or maybe in the past,my qualities for being my bf is too simple
i ask for someone to love me. as simple as tht.
so i stood by, and think. i ask for someone who loves me but i didn ask for someone who loves me and understands me or even stood by me etc.
maybe miscommunication had taken place for my past few relations. therefore, a breakup is seen to end.
i hate to end one cus I BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION. if i ended one, someone will end it on me.
but since u had trt me like dirt before. trt me like ur maid.thinking u are more impt than anyone especially my family. ignoring me. banned me from going back to my cca.throwing tantrum at me for little puny reasons. i had enuff of everything. i wish to stop.
as i mention, i hate to end one. retribution! maybe he left me was simply infact a retribution for ending my last relation. i take it. i respect it.

after 2 months and 4 days.
i chat with him jus now.
felt like a fool.
i think i stil got the right to cont to like you right?
huiix: view my profile nv drop me testi..NIAO~
him: i having one-sided headache..haiz
huiix: go rest lar
him: kkk.
i was trying to make a conversation out of us.
but somehow it doesn work the way i want it to be.
maybe he is escaping from me or what so ever. i dont know
or maybe he is really havin a headache.
i hav no right to gun him down right?
but.. forget it..

Alan, i will try my best. i will try to master my courage to go tht place with u and Co. (:
going to a place where i am really afraid of going these 2 mths. it is hard. it is tht hard to let go.
those who went thru shall know. =(

becus i got hurt many times. the feeling of involving really frighten me.
i need a break.
scare to be hurt like before.


to a fren of mine:
u're frenly towards me out of a sudden is it becus of the existance of her?


gt to end here.
tired.
sleeping soon.
nites to all(:

great afternoon outing (:
miss you guys so much.

went K with the group.
total 15 of us.
joan and sean didn join us.
the guys went pool while the girls sang.
enjoy myself so much..
the atmosphere were so high when the couples sang songs.
haha.
sang a couple of duet songs with andy & haOpengyou.
the 3 act S.H.E which includes me, nicole and rina sang S.H.E songs.
while Nigel, Alex, Derrick & Andy make up the dancing crew.
haha.. they staged the room into great luff.

afterwhich, had dinner at swenses (:
as usual, crapping is the only things we did over dinner.
blamed tht idiot nicole for not bringing her NEW camera which she is so proud of..
=x
tried the ice cream tht they claimed it's nice.
CHOCO MINT FOR ME, PLEASE!!
nuts.
the guys gave a bag to haOpengyOu.
the girls gave him 2 tops.
i gave him a tie which suits his formal wear he showed me the other time.
actually is rina and nicole choose for me de..haha.. i just b there to pay the bill =x
ahem!*
it is not what some u guys r tinking. (:
cus i tink he seriously need a tie for his formal attire.
not becus i wan to tie him down..HAHAHA!!
we are just HAO PENG YOU~!
*twist*

i enjoy myself today =D
xie xie!
although this outing is nt made for me
but it had been a long time i went out with u guys.
and i felt i found a nest for me to stay on (:
PAPOT`

haOpengyOu:
bOn voyage.
*twist*
enjoy ur 1 week hols at HK (:
i want my choco!! =X


when twist becum a part of our frenship (: